Get stoned!!!

February 3, 2010 at 3:05 pm (Uncategorized) (, , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , , )

How do you feel when you know your ex has moved on and is not single anymore.. good, bad or nothing??

When I got to know, I wished I felt good or at the least nothing.. but no.. it wasn’t so.. I tried a lot to convince myself that this is how life is; girl – no relationship is pure and it is all fake. But instead, I felt bad and worst of all I felt sad for myself.

I remember, once when we were just having a conversation, and I asked him ‘would you get involved with another girl if ours didn’t work out’ and he replied ‘not for atleast five years’:). Believe me, I did feel bad then, but there was no point in bringing it up.. whatever be it, he is already into another relationship and guess what .. it’s hardly been a year.. well this is what life is and this is how men are..:)

It’s funny to see how human mind reacts to certain things. It’s funny to see how human mind has no control over their emotions. I don’t blame him for anything now. It’s true that time and distance heals everything. But still there are times in your life when the past keeps cropping up and you can’t erase everything out of your life completely. It’s like a part of you has been stolen forever and yet you want it. You act hard and harsh but you never forget what you really are.

1 Comment

  1. scorpria said,

    Sometimes, concentrating on why the break-up happened helps ;)

    “well this is what life is and this is how men are..:)” Yup, life is like that: but I must say, it’s not fair to generalise it against men in that statement. A lot of women are also like that! So, guess its more appropriate to say “this is the way of LOVE” ;)

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